To catch a falling star - a freak show on wheels

itsatravesty: TWEWY Pin Giveaway! I’m really excited about this...

Tue, 21 Aug 2012 13:51:29 -0400

TWEWY Pin Giveaway!

I’m really excited about this whole count down and that so many fans old and new are excited too so I’m giving away some of the TWEWY pins that I have left over from when I used to sell them on Etsy!

There’ll be 3 prizes.

Likes and reblogs count, but please don’t spam your followers cause that shit’s annoying.

You don’t have to be following me.

You DO have to have your ask box open so I can contact you if you win.

If you don’t respond in 24 hours, I’m gonna pick someone else.

I’ll pick the winners with random.org

All the winners will get:

A Player Pin

A Red Skull Pin

Six pins that you choose from the images above! (If there’s no picture of it, don’t worry, it still looks awesome I was just too lazy to take a picture.)

They’re 1 inch pins that have been re-drawn so they don’t have the fake shine on them and they don’t have that black ring around the edge either because I extended the design beyond the edge of the pin!

This giveaway is gonna follow all the giveaway rules from Tumblr, so if you don’t know them go check them out.

IT ENDS WHEN THE COUNTDOWN ENDS! If you need the link, go here!

and there’s feliciano. wow, how much I’ve grown up! - chibitalia

Sat, 18 Aug 2012 03:54:31 -0400

and there’s feliciano. wow, how much I’ve grown up! - chibitalia

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Fri, 17 Aug 2012 02:51:10 -0400

despite my timeless insanity, i am planning thing to do with my life. I spent all my years thinking...

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 16:10:26 -0400

despite my timeless insanity, i am planning thing to do with my life.

I spent all my years thinking that I could never keep promises that I made to myself, because even in the darkest layers of my consciousness, I knew that what I thought was the start had never belonged to me in this life, but it does to me in some other way.

it is like waking up.

I will try to get engaged to yoga and dancing to have better control of my body.

I’ll try to stop with the occasional cigarette, maybe beer too (it’s hell in my mind when i am writing.)

I want to take playing music through my piano + lyric writing + singing to newer levels with practicing more seriously.

I will try to fucking learn how to make my nails look pretty.

I want to learn how to cook amazing stuff, and also desserts.

I will conquer German & French.

I want to draw anime.

Hapkido classes will be sought.

I will make my hair look fucking glamorous.

and lastly, I will never stop writing, loving, reading and living.

This, I promise to my insanity and what lies deep inside my core.

nobody will ever read this.

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 23:06:49 -0400

i know this because i keep a lot of things to myself, maybe even who i really am and my insanity is folded away in my bed sheets somewhere.

i’m alone because nobody wants to touch any part of me, physically and emotionally. it’s like they see who i am, but it is undesirable, so they look at it and leave. physically, there are no hugs and kisses where i am.

at night i watch my father leave my room, while i sit on the bed, the sheets beside me, waiting for something to come back that never does.

if i stopped searching, i would maybe be happy.

who wants to give up?

HAUS OF Ü

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 14:55:03 -0400

nicki minaj, lady gaga, madonna.

not britney though..

and maybe beyonce

“I’m not saying that you can’t be like her, i’m just saying you have better...

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 04:00:08 -0400

“I’m not saying that you can’t be like her, i’m just saying you have better ideas for this world.” i also love how everything leads to “i think it might be safe to ask” | every game could be about self discovery, and it has to have a realization/silently devastating ending to actually create a memory - pixels, unknown faces, just a story with nobody in it.

- im sorry but the best one will always, always be prior, depict1 or LOVED. i never could finish...

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 03:44:57 -0400

- im sorry but the best one will always, always be prior, depict1 or LOVED. i never could finish looming, the love story of september and october.. i wrote something about that i shall have to submit, im done chasing through time to recreate what we once had

this never works, paolo.

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 03:04:42 -0400

this never works, paolo.

espresso and cigarettes oh god -.- * nerde bende o deli cesareti.. iyi geceler, benim dünyam - ege...

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 03:04:02 -0400

espresso and cigarettes oh god -.- * nerde bende o deli cesareti.. iyi geceler, benim dünyam - ege mesaj atmış, canım çok sıkılıyordur.. lovelovelovelovelo* bu kazları siz mi getirdiniz lan?! ama ben palmiye yemem.. (enamel+acrylic) bnc Ö’

my brother thinks someone actually reads this blog

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 02:44:36 -0400

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Sat, 04 Aug 2012 02:39:51 -0400

irresistableness: Rilakkuma glass cups by Pei78 on Flickr.

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 02:39:44 -0400

irresistableness:

Rilakkuma glass cups by Pei78 on Flickr.

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Sat, 04 Aug 2012 02:39:36 -0400

sexponent: (via imgTumble) eyegasmmmmm, yes.

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 02:38:14 -0400

sexponent:

(via imgTumble)

eyegasmmmmm, yes.

i look stoned tbh. photostoned gaga raffaella woo my morning glory stuff showed up today, and i...

Sat, 04 Aug 2012 02:32:07 -0400

i look stoned tbh.

photostoned gaga raffaella woo

my morning glory stuff showed up today, and i have to say that i worship them after waiting for about 4 years in total. i think i discovered it first when i saw that ’a strawberry mind’ free sketching notebook that belonged to a korean friend in germany. (ha-yoon)

i’ve decided today that i will never try to explain my past to anyone because it makes me go absolutely crazy. it feels like another epic life story that i will only explain in a few words.

i have some hope for the future and now i have some dreams to chase and places i want to travel to. the desire to travel has always been there but i don’t think it was ever this intense.

it’s 11:24 pm currently and i’m exceptionally happy. i haven’t been this happy in a long while. valerio also called today because he wanted to talk.

I really hope i don’t let go of my writing skills, even though there is nothing but death and sorrow in writing. nobody should know what it is like to die inside while alive. every day i woke up in the previous place i lived was death for me. wake up, time to die.

i have been having nightmares about having to stay for longer or just nightmares generelly.

i blotted my nails with dark red, silver and black nail polish which actually looks kind of cool. I made sure to make it look like it’s not camo.

something diego said made me really happy today, but i don’t think generally he gives a fuck. maybe that’s life.

oh and i can’t wait for the artpop album OR the fame fragrance. maybe i can save a little extra money and get the heartbeats? but i don’t want it to be an obsession :o

i need to get some decent cheap sunglasses. ugh.

anyway guys raffaella says good night to you all, kisses for everyone

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Sat, 04 Aug 2012 02:31:00 -0400

I had a weird dream about having to stay in belgium/luxembourg a third year. I cried. a...

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 14:06:07 -0400

I had a weird dream about having to stay in belgium/luxembourg a third year.

I cried. a lottttttt

there was guido behind the counter trying to sell me cotton candy.

raffaella GAGA

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 04:25:25 -0400

so, I moved. I remember the life before this but it is obvious that things changed a lot. To a lot better. I was about to swallow a bottle of advil the night before we boarded the plane. anyway.

I don’t know how life will be here but I will have more confidence in myself. As val used to say, (ex for obvious reasons) be your own queen first. so I will try. I will try to have more confidence in myself while doing something worthy with my life.

I haven’t talked to diego in days due to my ipod being fixed. the time difference is getting between us. I hate that the earth is so fucking round.

(It’s not big enough for me. My mom wants to go to Tokio.)

It’s 1.20 am and I don’t want to sleep. I have somewhere to sleep for now and I know I will sleep well tonight. it’s not that I can’t fall asleep. It’s just that I don’t want to. i’m curious about a lot of things. my new school seems to be okay, but we will see. hopefully i will have a healthy social circle and not get stuck with tweeders or opiates, as they say is common here.

I’ve started wearing platform heels with bright red lipstick. Maybe there is some change in my personality but I think I will always be the same thing: everything at once. my soul wants to explode.

stefani. raffaella.

maybe I am a falling star.

rustoff: A ruiva

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 04:16:48 -0400

rustoff:

A ruiva